I am still trying to understand where my feelings are with you. I care for you but I don’t think I love you anymore. It’s so hard to say. You’ve completely betrayed my trust that us remaining friends sounds like it’s a joke. Like it’s some kind of fairy tale ending. You continue to communicate with me as if you did nothing wrong. I really thought that maybe you were trying to find ways to apologise but that’s not the case at all. You don’t care to swallow your pride and admit to your wrong. I’m not asking you back, I am asking for peace of mind. Clearly, I won’t be getting that from you, so it’s for me to continue crying until I can’t cry about it anymore. It’s for me to stay positive and fix myself until I can love and trust again. It is for me to just move forward in life and wish you and her the best. BUT at the same time I hope that you get yours and see that what you’ve done to me and others is low and degrading.

Don’t ever question a woman’s ability to find out things that you are hiding from her. She will know and will find out on her own if she can’t find it from you or others. We always end up finding out the truth, some of us don’t even say a word about what we know and how we know. Some…you will hear about it but it will be too late.
when my mind is in the right space, i will have a proper short story of what happened. actually not a story but just give a better understanding of this. im still dealing with the heartbreak.
**my mind is all over the place. bare with me, yah**
I feel like I literally met the man that I’ve always wanted just to turn out that he was just what my heart and mind wanted to believe. From the beginning I was very hesitant wit him but I just felt like “hey, people change..why not”. NOPE! This person came in my life when I wanted out of the situation I was already in for years. He came and showed me that it was ok to be me and enjoy life. He supported me and showed me so much. It’s like he lifted me up and just dropped me down to rockbottom.

- Meggan Roxanne
Melanin 🍫 / Braids Edition 1

Have you met someone like this?